Obsession

My life revolves around Anime and MapleStory. It's as if there's this gravitational pull on on my interest towards them. Like even if I wanted to stop and I knew I needed to stop, I wouldn't know how. And when I am away from it for too long I suffer withdrawal. Yet at the same time, it gets very boring playing on MapleStory and watching Anime that I want to do something else. But the second I stop it feels like I've already been away from it for too long. Even right now I feel like double-clicking that episode of Bleach that I watched recently. Plus, I have it's theme song, called Rolling Star, playing. I know that I need to stop, but I don't know what else to do. I practice violin, read, and do my homework with some music on. I even eat in front of my computer. The only reason I sleep is because I'll be half dead at school. For that, my parents would probably punish me. And that usually means take about computer privileges. For that I would have to stick to the stuff I burned on DVD. The only reason I'm on blogger is because MapleStory is laaaaaaaaaaaaaaagsville. I think I should start a new paragraph, but I'm too lazy to lift my pinkies. They're both resting on the shift keys. I remember there was the Manga that I read the first few pages in Borders called Rozen Maiden, or something like that. It's about this kid that that is addicted to ordering stuff off the web and ordered a magic doll once. I asked my mom to order that OTAKU [get your freak on] backpack. Otaku... I just remembered a quote from Ouran Host Club..., "Oh my god(more like omfgwtfgtfobbbbqoihgpohghjsw) it's an Otaku!" "Wow it's the first time I've seen one!" What the fuck?! Why am I talking about this? I going kwazy! Get me a shrink! A psychiatrist. A therapist! I'm turning into Steven! Except he's obsessed with Apple. *digs in pantry for pills* Bandages... dried veggies... ramen... ointment... a bottle that rattles... AH HA! *pops half the bottle of pills in mouth and swallows* *looks at bottle* LAXITIVES?!?!? Shit...