Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I feel so negative...

With the exams around my mind, I want to study, but it's too boring. All my non-Asian friends are studying, along with the not-too-smart Asians. [cough]Wen[cough] I ended up staying in my room with some loud music on.

I even neglected my Kumon work. So my parents ended up pissed. I did all of it today. That's super Asian for you! I have to read MacBeth and do Maxima and Minima of Quadratic Equations. Took me like 2 hours to get it all done.

Reading MacBeth is torture. I have to read each phrase a few times and connect it with the other ones and think of every symbolic possibility. And I thought Pride and Prejudice was hard to read. I swear I'm not gonna take any type of literature class!

Anyways, my parents being pissed as me ended up with me feeling very emo. Oh no, I would inflict pain upon my self. If anything, I wanted to end my life! I've planned it perfectly! I would get my dad's chain saw, then sit in the bath tub with all my precious belongs(books mostly). After that, I would turn on the facet and lay my head on the chain saw approximately where my brain stem is.

Fast and easy death. I would only feel pain for a split second. All my blood would be drained. If course I'd leave a suicide note.

Oh well, I'm over it. Apparently I'm still alive.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Wen..... :)